Wednesday, April 18, 2012

Like a Black Swan

I was wandering through my new vegetable garden  with my camera to click some pictures...Thats when I spotted this flower....As I poised to take her pictures, I saw this bee  ,who came out of nowhere,  through my camera ....Without sparing any more second, I clicked.....And here is that photo....Then, I eagerly looked to see the bee....Shockingly, I couldn't find her anywhere near the flower......She might had left.....So fastly????

No, I couldn't take another picture...So, this picture is the Zoomed version of the above picture




Life and Life-Mates  are   like that tiny-teeny bee....The little buddy stylishly posed for my camera but when
I looked for her,..she was gone....Yeah! Gone With the Wind.......When I was a child, I hardly knew about the deceiving relationships and snobby friends..Well, Now World is contaminated with such alien species,
I would say...


Hey, I'm not making any random judgments out of some freaky , philosophical mood...Something happened,...Recently, I was attending coaching class for law entrance exams...In our class, there's a bunch of posho gals...I love to see them chatting and walking in style.....Its an entertainment right???....I love to watch narcissistic and stylish ladies because though, I would only wear elegant clothes, I don't know how to be beauty-conscious and stylish...In simple words, I don't even know how to comb my hair properly...(Fortunately, God have given me an excellent tangle-free hair....So, my carelessness is compensated :) )




Let's get back to our discussion...Soo, these ladies looked happy and content with their company until I came in contact with Komal..Komal, is a Punjabi Lady.....She had rosy , glossy cheeks and I love it...How we became friends???...Well, one day, I was early to class...Komal and her friend were the only girls who was sitting in the class...So, we started chatting and finally, it ended by both of them concluding, "Wow! you look soooo Cute..." and I formally showed my gratitude by saying , "Thank You!!".....THE END


I thought that was the end but NO.....Komal started smiling at me whenever she saw me...She often came to chat with me....I always wondered how could she bear with me because I'm very reserved and silent tooo...Apparently, seeing her initiative, I don't think It bothered her....So, finally, we became friends........





Our houses were near tooo,...So, now, we both returned to home together.....It was a healthy relationship.....It didn't take much days, for Komal to reveal her secret.....She told me, "You know, you are soo Adorable...My friends are not like that...They simply say hai and bye and leaves..... I can't tell this to them frankly, because they are my friends...."



When she said those words, my thoughts  went back to my life in Pallikoodam...I joined Pallikoodam school, when I was in 11th standard.,.....Those days nearly killed me....I was completely ostracized and ragged for wearing my favourite clothes (high-waisted skirts and tops......)....I was ostracized for not being snobby...They couldn't absorb my culture at all....They persuaded me to wear Pants and Kurtas (Oh! please ! what kind of dress is that???).....Finally, by the middle term, they started getting doubtful about me....Who Am I???....Why wasn't I Imitating Them???...Why am I not being Snobby???...From where am I getting all these Dresses???.....The above mentioned questions made them depressed....By Third Term, they were exceptionally, grateful and soft to me...Nonetheless, the long troubles and stresses from them, had ate away my soft side........Finally, I fled from that hell in the next year, itself.........


Nevertheless, Komal and Pallikoodam taught me some lessons...When you climb the Glamour world, you might get Glamour and fame and riches ...At the same time, you would be also climbing away from the world of love and sincerity...........LIKE A BLACK SWAN

Saturday, April 14, 2012

GK QUIZ

This GK Quiz is for every students preparing for the entrance exams (like me,,)

a) Who is the Attorney-General of India??

 1)G.E Vahanvati
 2)Harish Salve
 3) Gopal Subramanium
 4) Milon K Banerji                                                                             

b) Which of these countries joined European Union in 2007 ??

1) France
2) Hungary
3)Bulgaria
4)Slovenia

c) Who is the current President of Maldives??

1)Mohammed Nasseed
2)Maumoon Abdul Gayoom
3)Mohammed Waheed Hassan
4)Abdulla Mohamed

d) In 2011, Aditya Birla Group acquired 875 million dollars stake of which US-based company, making it one of the largest carbon black maker companies in the world??

1)Abbott Point Coal
2)Hancock Coal
3)Columbian Chemicals
4) BP 


e) Who won the Oscar for Best Actor in a leading Role??

1)Jean Dujardin
2)George Clooney
3)Brad Pitt
4)Colin Firth

f) Who is the Chairman of SAIL (Steel Authority of  India Ltd )??

1)S.Machendranathan
2)Chandra Shekhar Verma
3)Sushil Kumar Roongta
4)Anil Agarwal
                                              
g) Who won Australian Open Women's Championship 2011??

1)Kim Clijsters
2)Li Na
3)Serena Williams
4)Katarina Srebotnik


 Answers

   a) G.E Vahanvati

    b)Bulgaria

    c)Mohammed Waheed Hassan 

    d)Columbian Chemicals

    e)Jean Dujardin

     f)Chandra Shekhar Verma
        
     g)Kim Clijsters

Sunday, April 8, 2012

Easter is here........

First of all, Happy Easter guyzzzzzzz....

                                       Until now, I was sitting in front of the TV and watching Gladiator...Though , I have watched a few scenes of Gladiator, I haven't watched the full movie, yet...Finally, I Made It......

Watching that movie made me think about some ,probably, Unfortunate Truths

1)....My mom's and my life....Born in a royal family..but now, we are living the in streets, technically...The reason is nothing...Just that, she got Divorced......Its a long story although I am happy this way ;)..

2)..aaaahhh!! ..call me mad but I can't stop thinking...Why is that true love fail to exist..???...Why is that a lover-in -waiting-for-dead-partner  fail to exist in life but in movies??.....My mom said while watching the movie, "People are not as sincere as you think...Your love stories are simply dreams.You don't know how life works out....."...I hate her when she tells the TRUTH.... ...I know I'm being silly.....I don't know ..I never had any boyfriends ......I am not into any flirting relationships.....I  loves to have a serious relationship...A relationship where both of us are head over heels in love with each other..Its really frustrating that I haven't met a single guy whom I could rate as Average....:(.


Again , call me an Idiot, but today I was wailing about the broken relationships in this world...I'm afraid if mine would end in that way...You know,.... Cheated , Betrayed, or even Husband-less.....Taking into account ,the flow of my life, the last option may work out easily, Unfortunately......:(

So, in conclusion , I don't like to watch Gladiator anymore...because Maximus, loves that Queen tooo....:( ...


Enough of the tough topic right???....Just now, I went to switch on the TV for watching the Second film.."Violin".I'm not a movie junkie but this film is a new one...So I Can't help it....;)..It is going to rain soon also....

Easter Day Specials..

haha.....Today, I went to attend the holy mass in our church..Everything was fine until Communion rite...I was sitting on my bench and people were standing in a line to receive the communion..A guy was standing at the end..He didn't join the queue but was standing in the middle of the aisle...All people were wondering on why was he standing in the middle of the aisle  without joining the queue...So, a gentleman asked him politely to join the queue...OMG! that guy turned to him ferociously and mumbled something.., The guy again, stood in the middle of the aisle as if he was the King of the World...Then, when the queue was over,our King went forward and kneeled before the priest..Even the priest looked perplexed..The crazy guy was saying something , I guess...Anyway, after recieving the communion , he walked back in his King-like stroll...He approached the Gentleman and sounded like threatening him with his finger pointed at him..  I sat there frozen by the turn of events...

Suddenly, a lady in the back started shouting and waving her hands...I couldn't  understand what she was saying..She appeared like shouting at God, maybe...I was terrified and started praying for the two unusual people...The Mass ended and now it was time for the last song..Gooooddd!!!!! an old lady in the choir was singing that song.....Man!! It sort of sounded like she was holding a Protest March..The song hardly had any tune..She was reading out the lines with a great emphasis in such a way that its tune could be matched with India's freedom struggle's slogan "INQUILAB ZINDABAD"....Her song escalated the already terrified mind of mine....

Finally, that song ended...Thank You Lord..!!..Soon I got out of church and ran to my mom to say the extraordinary turn of events....Thats when I knew that the Lady in the Back was speaking in tongues...God!! it was frightening.......
.".Please God!! Don't give me the gift to Speak in Tongues....NEVER......."


The whole day turned out to be weird but hilarious......It was fun...Me and my mom made Chicken Curry and gave it our neighbours too...Though, we didn't have much money at our hands , the whole day was awesome...We enjoyed it...Hope you did too...:)

Wednesday, April 4, 2012

Our Mr.R is Back....{29-03-2012}

Remember Mr.R???...I have wrote about him in the previous blogs - "I don't know if its a crush ,,You tell me"

Anyway , in the past month something interesting happened..Mr.R visited my home..Alone!!!....Want to know more?? Read .....

               I had just returned from my sort-of-boring vacation in Muvattupuzha, My Hometown..On the next day, Mr.R called me in the evening around 6pm and said that he would be coming from Trivandrum (his place) to Ernakulam (my place)like a picnic with his friends..We had a very short conversation through the phone..He said , "I will call you when I reached there"...I said "Okay" and hanged up the phone quickly...


                Next day morning , I was literally panicking...What should I do?? Who is coming with him??....Anyway , he didn't ring me up ..So, I thought he might not have boarded the train and I tried to allay my concerns and fears...But when it was 12.09 pm , I received a message from him saying he was at Fort Cochin with his friends which is only few kilometers away from my house..I literally screamed when I heard he was here..I didn't want to invite him to my house especially  when he was alone and none of my friends was with him...My mom casually told that "we can invite him here by evening so that I would be back from office"..Saying this, she left..I said so to him and he said , "Okay , Tell me where should I come"


                  In the afternoon, when our servant came to our home , I left to buy some medicines for my mother..When I reached town, I thought about meeting with him at Fort Kochi , instead of inviting him to my home but mom refuted and I decided to stick to her advice....



                   I reached home by 4.30pm..He called me by 5.30pm and learned the route to my house....My mom arrived from her office by 6.15pm..It had started pouring ,by then...Then , around 6.30pm, he reached... It was pouring slightly, even then..I collected him from the bus-stop..Frankly, I thought this whole meeting would be really boring because even when we call each other, we don't have much subjects to talk about...He proved my assumptions wrong..We chatted on our way back  home..When we reached home, mom was standing at the door..She , too , welcomed him..Ohh!!! by the way , she knows that he was in love with me ...She knows everything...Nevertheless, I hated this whole drama when my mom asked me to serve tea for him..Arrggghhh!!! that was really awkward...Friends are for fighting and not for being guests and hosts right???...Back to our topic..


                   To my astonishment, he and my mom chatted a lot..They got along really well...If I was in his shoes, I would have shied away from speaking to my friends' family...I don't like it when they start interviewing me..I was really amazed when he handled the conversation with my mom effortlessly...First, they talk about his trip, then, about their families, blah blah..I sat silently in a chair, enjoying their conversation...Finally, it was time for him to go..Mom told the route to get back to his lodge where he was staying..I offered my help to escort him back to the bus stop..


                      Hmm....It would be a lie if I tell u that it was simply a help..I wanted to talk with him, actually..I told you before, we haven't talked much but whenever he talked to me he was sort of fascinating me...I love talking with him from the very first day..I told you , there was only one real conversation between us when I was studying at school and I loved that moment soo much......Ya!! he always proves my impressions about him as wrong....Anyway, I talked with him on my way back and when it was time to say good-bye , I felt like , "Mr.R , Am I Beginning to Love You"- Emotion......AAhh!!! I don't know .. Maybe all these emotions might provoked by the belief that "He Loves Me"....Does this happen to everyone???....I am completely clueless


                        His friends (who are also my friends) were completely shocked to hear that he came to Ernakulam and moreover, he visited me....They were calling me , endlessly , when they heard that he came to my house..No one was able to believe it..Finally, the calls stopped when my mobile went off due to lack of charge....Omg!! finally , Breathe !!!


                       
                          Did you just conclude that he came to my house just for seeing an old friend???...Nope , certainly Noo.....Change your mind , guys...He tried to impress my mom, which is the last thing he should have done...Hmmmm...Anyway, aaahh , I don't know why he is still thinking that I will fall for him....He's trying his level best...Is there a possibility that he doesn't love me at all??...Is all these Drama, for money or something else???...I don't know ...Let God Reveal It One Day